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It is strange, this melancholy feeling When I see him, the sun shines When he's gone, clouds arrive Shrouding all behind a veil of doubt I am afraid to reach out to him Fearing the pain that comes when opening up to another I want to recoil, to hide within myself But when he's here, my fear is gone When I pull away, there is an ache Feeling as though we could never be happy together But now I long only to hide within him From the realities of the world I want him to be my shelter from this awful place But I fear that is too much burden for him That this side of me will make him turn away It has happened every time before Promi

Here comes the night There go the memories they still capture me all of my wasted tears recycled every chance that silence snatches those unforgiving tears that keep me from sleep continue to tremble me Someday I want to turn to you and see you as just someone else who passes through when the thought of you arises my heart wont jump or quiver I'll have a stable mind again maybe someday